"sometimes, the smallest decisions can change ur life"

after years of living, i seem to have found universal truths about love; it will happen when u least expect it. it's hard to control the velocity and trajectory of love. love can change, and love will probably change u. love brings both happiness and pain. the last but not least, love is more than just a romantic relationship. and just for the record, the memories we remember the best are the ones attached to great emotions. that is why the people who express love through physical acts are just freaks. love isn't physical, it's emotional.

some relationships built over years, then faded slowly. others were too quick to ignite, and burnt out just as fast. maybe it's because, sometimes, u can't help who ur heart attaches itself to. love can make us a better person, or it can drag us down into dark side of us, thus turn us into something we want, or don't wanna become. that is the nature of the beast. love can be as easy as holding hands, or kissing someone goodnight. but it also can be as hard as walking away, and knowing that ur heart only beats for them. love isn't perfect, we will all have our bad and tiring days, drive each other crazy, and having disagreements. but when a relationship between 2 people goes bad, sometimes love isn't enough and u realize that u need, or have to let go. or sometimes, those fights will show a way of how much the both of u needs each other whatever it takes.

the point of love is, we don't choose who we fall in love with. when u're in love, u will realize the difference between just loving someone, or being in love with someone. i, myself, found myself being in love with someone. and when u're in love, even the littlest things matter the most. for that someone i'm being in love with, i'd like u to know that i thank u. i know i don't say thank u at all times. and in case u wanna know how i thank u, here they are.

i thank u by every glance i made into those kind and understanding eyes, by when our fingers touch and our palms interconnect with each other like pieces of a puzzle, by when i feel the warmth when u wrap me around. and even when we fight and yell, i thank u with these tired eyes of forgiveness and smile wearily. i thank u through a shrug of the shoulders, a laugh, a cry. thank u for being mine, for not being an asshole, for letting me fall head over heels with u, for wanting me as much as i want u, for letting me in, and for needing me as i need u. thank u for being there for me. thank u for being together with me, and thank u for making us happen.