never enough

when i woke up this morning, a cliché suddenly hit me; people are never satisfied. yes. i'm pretty sure it happens in every aspects of life. career, grades, wealth, money, body, recognition, love, and even the littlest things like foods and clothes. people are simply never get enough. it's natural and it's humanly. i tried to remember every moments in my life that is filled with that cliché. it was all really...... cliché. until i came to think about love, which got a little bit twisted here. before it was an official relationship, the conversation in chats were filled with caps lock greetings, caps lock laughs, endless virtual hugs, endless 'i miss you(s)', you know, cheesy things teens do when they're madly in love. it made sense because.. we actually never met more than once in real life before we became a couple. simple words and an agreement made us a couple, and also made some things change. it was a rocky road at first; full of arguments, silences, awkwardness, and fights. although at some points it was still as sweet as it was before, it was really tiring to the point where i didn't even know what to do anymore. now it's all settled. no more awkwardness, no more fights and such. we finally can talk what's bugging our mind and feelings, we can talk whatever we want to each other, we simply fill each other lacks. but here's the weird thing, once it all got settled, i miss the cheesy things at the beginning, the endless virtual hugs, the endless 'i miss you(s)', and all.. it's not really important, but somehow i really miss it. see the twisted-ness there? and also, it's a simple prove that me, a part from humans in this world, simply never gets enough.